List of things to do today

- Finish my index cards
- Start and finish my charting scenario
- Study my care plan and set up
- Review the medical terminology as there's a quiz tuesday
- Read my med admin module, do all the activities associated. Possibly take noes.
- Get my costume ready for the party
- Get mum's costume ready for the party
- Call Tracy and tell her that they don't make Amoxil anymore.

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I am beginning to think I'm going to have to go to Village Square Library to get any of this stuff done. I am SO easily distracted.

I slept okay last night, kinda restlessly. I woke up more than once with my mouth in a wet spot of drool (which I hate, but when my nose is plugged, it's either drool, or suffocate. Gross, I know) and i was cold despite actually wearing clothes to bed, and also having two comforters on over top of me. I hate winter.

I got my costume mostly ready. I haven't a triangular bandage so that kinda sucks. I need to dry my scrubs for mum, and I need to put the cat out for the day while it's warm so the poor bugger doesn't go crazy on me.

I absolutely despise being broke. I want to do things, to see friends and I cant' because I haven't enough money for gas to drive to Fi or Chippy's place, it's too cold for them to bus here, and I mean, I can't even pay my cell phone bill. Money's super tight with my dad (as usual). Christmas, I'm going to have no money for gifts for anyone :( After I graduate, I can't wait until I have a job that pays like, 6 or 7 dollars more an hour than I make now :) If I start at $13/hour, and get 40 hours/week, I will net say, $1800/month after I graduate, $275ish is for insuarnce, $30 for my cell, and about $50/month for gas, and most of the rest I save, then I'm good to go. I'll save for 3 or 4 months, and by the time summer rolls around, hopefull I'll be able to get a place of my own, or at least partially my own (re: roommate)

It's kind of exciting to plan ahead like that. I've had enough holding me back (most of it has been me holding myself back) but I think I'm ready to be grown up and move out and start a life of my own :)

If you do one LiveJournal thing, please do this. It seems mighty cool :)

I'm trying to get all my Livejournal friends' locations plotted on a map - please add your location starting with this form. Username: (Then get your friends to!)

Heh...

Sister: *walks into room with pigtails braided, and an anarchy toque on*
Mom: What are you now, a gangster?
Sister: Yeah, me and my gangster pigtails are gonna go bust a cap.

ROFL

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I am NOT eating eggs again. No way, no how. Fuck that. I'll go hungry. I had an egg smash sandwich yesterday, then my sis made some for brekky this morning. Three times in two days? Not going to happen.

This journal is for me. It's what I think, it's what I feel, and I justify it to no one. For people not on my friends' list, it's a privilidge that I let you guys read it. I could easily make it a friends only journal, but I don't want to. If I write something you don't like, don't complain to me about it, especially if you're not a "friend". I will write my feelings in here, and as strange or psychotic as they might seem or be, they're valid. I understand it's strange to see someone write about you the way I have, but it's my outlet. And when I get off my rocker, I say things I dont' actually mean, for example, I'm not actually going to hold X's wounds open and pour salt water into them. And I understand that that is bothersome to read when you do read something like that about yourself.

I think what I'm trying to say is that this is for me more than it's for anyone else. This isn't just for X to read, but for all of the people who read it.

And also, homosexuality is not a choice. That's been bugging me too.