Writed by me. Some of you have seen it already, cuz I wrote it a long time ago...

Meg, darling, what do you think of it? Songworthy?


She sits in silence where she knows she’s safe
No one can hurt her here
Alone in her room, she sits and stares
Not knowing what she’s waiting for

And she knows that she can’t stay that way forever
But for now, it will just have to do
She wants to break free
She wants to believe
But she’s scared of the lies that are out there.

She sits in silence where she knows she’s safe
No one can harm her here
She lies back on her bed resting on her pillow
Closes her eyes and dreams

And she knows that she can’t stay that way forever
But for now, it will just have to do
She wants to break free
She wants to believe
But she’s scared of the eyes that are out there.

She sits in silence where she knows she’s safe
No one will come near
Alone in her room, she draws in a deep breath
And exhales her hopes for the world

And she knows she can’t live this way forever
But for now, the world must wait
She can’t find the strength
She can’t fight the fears
But she knows she’ll have to someday.

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I can't seem to shake this black cloud that's over me. Sad now for three days. No logical reason, really.


I have a huge decision to make. I will post about it tomorrow, hopefully I will think clearer then. Things are fuzzy, and confusing. It's like a dream.

Meg - What time should we go on Tues? Me and Fiona are free all day, so we've decided to leave the decision up to you since we are both libras, and a trait of being libran is indecisiveness. So, choose please :)

I seem to meet the coolest people online. It's strange. I can tell these people anything about me, I can tell them my secrets, and they do not judge me. They don't care if I'm different from them, and if one of them is different too, then we are the same - different from everyone else. Makes the bond closer, if that's possible. Maybe some day I'll tell you all my secrets. It's hard to hold them in alot of the time. People take things differently if you are face to face with them then if you're over the computer. Granted, if you're over the comptuer, there's more of a chance for confusion - sarcasm taken literally, etc. But I can be so much more open to online friends and talk to them about things because I dont' have to look at their faces, because I won't see how they feel. I am good, no, excellent at reading people. I know what they thing. It's often not good. Or, I'm paranoid about others thinking badly about me. I try not to care, but maybe I do inside.

Or maybe I make it all up. Going to sit on the couch now, until the laundry is done. Then I shall sleep or something.