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Jul. 27th, 2003 10:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
amigone2515I can't seem to shake this black cloud that's over me. Sad now for three days. No logical reason, really.
I have a huge decision to make. I will post about it tomorrow, hopefully I will think clearer then. Things are fuzzy, and confusing. It's like a dream.
Meg - What time should we go on Tues? Me and Fiona are free all day, so we've decided to leave the decision up to you since we are both libras, and a trait of being libran is indecisiveness. So, choose please :)
I seem to meet the coolest people online. It's strange. I can tell these people anything about me, I can tell them my secrets, and they do not judge me. They don't care if I'm different from them, and if one of them is different too, then we are the same - different from everyone else. Makes the bond closer, if that's possible. Maybe some day I'll tell you all my secrets. It's hard to hold them in alot of the time. People take things differently if you are face to face with them then if you're over the computer. Granted, if you're over the comptuer, there's more of a chance for confusion - sarcasm taken literally, etc. But I can be so much more open to online friends and talk to them about things because I dont' have to look at their faces, because I won't see how they feel. I am good, no, excellent at reading people. I know what they thing. It's often not good. Or, I'm paranoid about others thinking badly about me. I try not to care, but maybe I do inside.
Or maybe I make it all up. Going to sit on the couch now, until the laundry is done. Then I shall sleep or something.
I have a huge decision to make. I will post about it tomorrow, hopefully I will think clearer then. Things are fuzzy, and confusing. It's like a dream.
Meg - What time should we go on Tues? Me and Fiona are free all day, so we've decided to leave the decision up to you since we are both libras, and a trait of being libran is indecisiveness. So, choose please :)
I seem to meet the coolest people online. It's strange. I can tell these people anything about me, I can tell them my secrets, and they do not judge me. They don't care if I'm different from them, and if one of them is different too, then we are the same - different from everyone else. Makes the bond closer, if that's possible. Maybe some day I'll tell you all my secrets. It's hard to hold them in alot of the time. People take things differently if you are face to face with them then if you're over the computer. Granted, if you're over the comptuer, there's more of a chance for confusion - sarcasm taken literally, etc. But I can be so much more open to online friends and talk to them about things because I dont' have to look at their faces, because I won't see how they feel. I am good, no, excellent at reading people. I know what they thing. It's often not good. Or, I'm paranoid about others thinking badly about me. I try not to care, but maybe I do inside.
Or maybe I make it all up. Going to sit on the couch now, until the laundry is done. Then I shall sleep or something.
