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Randomness:
- I have found a new friend :) I'm very happy.
- Unfortuantely, we had to fire Amanda at work. She went AWOL and we've not heard from her since last saturday. We have no idea what happened with her... So I got stuck with her shifts. I'm working 12 days in a row... 11.5 hours I worked on Sunday :)
- ER Fan Convention in LA... :D We're workin' on it :) Soon, I belive, we'll have either an affirmative or negative answer. I'm shootin' for affirmative.
- Kah do na kah do na you are my soniya :D
- ER's "On The Beach" is on. This is a sad eppy. Heh, eppy... epi (epi is short for epinepherine... adreneline... Administered as a drug :) )
- I wore make-up today. For the first time in ages. I woke up and decided I wanted to be pretty today.
- Having a theological talk with a long-time online friend. He's presenting some ideas that are kidna scary to me... thoughts of nothing after death... blackness... never feeling the sun on your back, never feeling love again... I don't think that's something I could deal with. If I was still suicidal, this talk would have scared me out of it. This is the most serious talk I've had in a long time, and it feels good even though it's quite scary.
- Rachel's taking some of her daddy's drugs. Bad girl.
And on that note, I think I'm done. I feel kinda strange right now... Like I really want to connect with someone, but I don't know who or why or what about. Anyone else ever get that feeling?
- I have found a new friend :) I'm very happy.
- Unfortuantely, we had to fire Amanda at work. She went AWOL and we've not heard from her since last saturday. We have no idea what happened with her... So I got stuck with her shifts. I'm working 12 days in a row... 11.5 hours I worked on Sunday :)
- ER Fan Convention in LA... :D We're workin' on it :) Soon, I belive, we'll have either an affirmative or negative answer. I'm shootin' for affirmative.
- Kah do na kah do na you are my soniya :D
- ER's "On The Beach" is on. This is a sad eppy. Heh, eppy... epi (epi is short for epinepherine... adreneline... Administered as a drug :) )
- I wore make-up today. For the first time in ages. I woke up and decided I wanted to be pretty today.
- Having a theological talk with a long-time online friend. He's presenting some ideas that are kidna scary to me... thoughts of nothing after death... blackness... never feeling the sun on your back, never feeling love again... I don't think that's something I could deal with. If I was still suicidal, this talk would have scared me out of it. This is the most serious talk I've had in a long time, and it feels good even though it's quite scary.
- Rachel's taking some of her daddy's drugs. Bad girl.
And on that note, I think I'm done. I feel kinda strange right now... Like I really want to connect with someone, but I don't know who or why or what about. Anyone else ever get that feeling?
