Nov. 21st, 2003
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Nov. 21st, 2003 02:14 amWebcamming/chatting with an online friend (who can read this, and I'm angry, so I don't care) when he ever so lovingly says:
were you slimmer, you would be such a babe!
Argh. I won't tell you who he is because that's mean, but grr. I have a hard enough time accepting myself for who I am and lately for other things that it's frustrating to know that I'm still not good enough for some people. Not that I really care all that much about what he thinks about my figure but jeez. Some things are better left unsaid, especially to people who go between "normal" and depressed on a regular basis about such stuff.
No, I'm not going to let it push me into the whole diet pills/ketostix thing like it would have this summer. I'm stronger than that, I dont' need them.
I'm still annoyed. But it's forgiven.
were you slimmer, you would be such a babe!
Argh. I won't tell you who he is because that's mean, but grr. I have a hard enough time accepting myself for who I am and lately for other things that it's frustrating to know that I'm still not good enough for some people. Not that I really care all that much about what he thinks about my figure but jeez. Some things are better left unsaid, especially to people who go between "normal" and depressed on a regular basis about such stuff.
No, I'm not going to let it push me into the whole diet pills/ketostix thing like it would have this summer. I'm stronger than that, I dont' need them.
I'm still annoyed. But it's forgiven.