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Jun. 27th, 2003
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Jun. 27th, 2003 08:45 pmI am in LOVE with the Evanescense CD. Here are the lyrics to "My Last Breath"
hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
It's so sad, and so beautiful...
I need to clean my room. Desparately. It's Sooo bad. I am a packrat, I'd like to keep every little piece of paper that I've ever written on, so mother says.
Speaking of mother, things went better today. She actually apologised (that NEVER happens!) and so I was pleasantly surprised.
Stampede is soon! it'll be a great day except for the 6:00 meeting at whitehorn or rundle. I will beg daddy for a ride, in case we are drinking. No idea on that part, but I don't want to have to be a designated driver again (it's sucky, and I'm the only one of the four of us going with a car so it would be me, naturally lol) Then again, me drinking and public places isn't always good. I get kinda nuts (Ask Cale, or anyone else who was at my work's christmas party. Or Clancy. I think I actually scared her there. I'm a lush. But I'm fun :P ) So we'll see where that takes us.
Dave - You told me about that barbecue chicken pizza that you and hayley had. Well, I decided to make my own, atop of a whole wheat pita, low fat bbq sauce, 1/2 skinless chicken breast, onions, and low fat cheese. Yummy! Thanks for the idea! I'm no longer trapped into chicken caesar salads forever :)
I think the diet is going well. I cheated yesterday because I went to a friends' for supper, and he is a magnificent cook, but I was very good today, and ate less than planned. I will not weigh myself until July 15th. I want (hope) to be pleasantly surprised. 15.5 down this month, I believe, since I last weighed myself. w00t! :P Soon, I will be slim :)
I had best get cleaning up my room. I haven't really an excuse not to, other then I should use the computer now while I can feel my entire hand
hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
It's so sad, and so beautiful...
I need to clean my room. Desparately. It's Sooo bad. I am a packrat, I'd like to keep every little piece of paper that I've ever written on, so mother says.
Speaking of mother, things went better today. She actually apologised (that NEVER happens!) and so I was pleasantly surprised.
Stampede is soon! it'll be a great day except for the 6:00 meeting at whitehorn or rundle. I will beg daddy for a ride, in case we are drinking. No idea on that part, but I don't want to have to be a designated driver again (it's sucky, and I'm the only one of the four of us going with a car so it would be me, naturally lol) Then again, me drinking and public places isn't always good. I get kinda nuts (Ask Cale, or anyone else who was at my work's christmas party. Or Clancy. I think I actually scared her there. I'm a lush. But I'm fun :P ) So we'll see where that takes us.
Dave - You told me about that barbecue chicken pizza that you and hayley had. Well, I decided to make my own, atop of a whole wheat pita, low fat bbq sauce, 1/2 skinless chicken breast, onions, and low fat cheese. Yummy! Thanks for the idea! I'm no longer trapped into chicken caesar salads forever :)
I think the diet is going well. I cheated yesterday because I went to a friends' for supper, and he is a magnificent cook, but I was very good today, and ate less than planned. I will not weigh myself until July 15th. I want (hope) to be pleasantly surprised. 15.5 down this month, I believe, since I last weighed myself. w00t! :P Soon, I will be slim :)
I had best get cleaning up my room. I haven't really an excuse not to, other then I should use the computer now while I can feel my entire hand
