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Hello. Welcome to Amigone's journal. For protection of the people I write about, I won't use my real name, and likely, I won't use theirs either...

I am 16. I spend most of my life bored, either working on school work, attending music rehersals, or sitting at home by myself in my bedroom. I have lots of friends. The just don't take me anywhere. That's all.

I play in school bands and sing in choir. It used to be fun. It's kinda fun still... but it's pretty boring. I'm a lead chair trombonist. Everyone else gets solos. I play half notes.

As for friends, I used to have a best friend. We'll call her Amanda. She got a boyfriend again. When this happens, I hear from her once every 2 weeks and see her once a month if I'm lucky.

I guess it's normal to be 16 and bored with everything. It's spring break now. We got out at 2 PM yesterday, and it's 7:26 PM Saturday, and I'm already bored. Looks to be a promising holiday.

My ambition? Music teacher. I figure, why not? What else can I do? Lots, I'm an honour student who dosen't seem to mind studying, who is an absolute angel, who is content with her life. Why not be a music teacher? I don't know what my parents want me to do. Get a degree. whatever... I'm past caring.

I suppose I'll go now. Not much to talk about. I'll try to find something to do. Doubt it'll happen. Perhaps I'll go study. Or practise again. I already played for an hour. Why not.

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I'm in a better mood now. Everything I said below is true. Just not all the time. Sometimes, I really am happy. I love to write. I just got a poem published. it's in the anthology called "The Singing Wind". They mentioned it about 3 others who were published in the school's newsletter. They forgot about me, but they always forget about me. I'm used to it. It dosen't bother me anymore...

and I like music. I didn't mean to convay that I didn't in the last entry. I do. But sometimes, the competition is so firce, that I don't like it. it shouldn't be a fight to play. It frustrates me.

And I do like school too. I'm weird. I know. But sometimes, it is fun. Biology is cool, and Psychology is cool too. I love both my teachers for that. French is okay. Social studies, that's not okay. My social teacher and my psych teacher are one in the same. I like her better when she's teaching psych. I like to learn psych better too.

And the one I called Amanda's not so bad most of the time. I do miss her, but I understand her wanting to be with her boyfriend...still, it would be nicer for her to call me every once in a while.

I guess not very many people are reading this yet. Maybe no one... I'll have to get some stuff on here first... maybe by next week :)