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[amigone2515]

Meg, I want to thank you for going for dinner with me. It really helped me get my mind off of stuff, and when we did talk about stuff, you listened and offered your advice. It's very much appreciated m'dear.

I am incredibly lost right now. So, I put on a happy face, raved to mom and sister about the restraunt we went to, and then came in here and fell apart for a while. James emailed me. I heart him, he's such a sweet guy to talk to.

I'm feeling a bit better. Andrew came online briefly, and I tried to MSG him but he went off. Drew, if you read this, check your trash for an email from me. I know you've got that filter thing set up and all my messages are trashed... if not, I'll call you tomorrow after my hospital shift, or you can call me anytime before 1:30 am. Either way, we need to talk, and I think in person.

I'm annoyed that I'm spending my last hour of being officially 18 moping about, but I'll deal. I'll offically turn 19 mid emerg shift tomorow (unless I call in which I may do) 11:03 am...

emerg, Birthday stuff tomorrow (may mix with something else)
Lab, exam and grandparents thursday
work friday
work saturday
work sunday
Nothing monday
work tues night
emerg wed
lab thurs
work fri
work sat
work sun
off mon
CPR lab tues
work emerg and 'dome wed
lab thurs
work fri
work sat
work sun
off mon (may work)
off tues
emerg and work wed
lab thurs
off friday (halloween)

I'm not alone
no, I'm just on my own